Life

Since my mawmaw had died, it feels like everything is falling into place. With this being said, I really believe that she is looking out for all of us. My grades were good (How I managed that.. NO CLUE), i have the best boyfriend anyone can have.. the type of guy I've been looking for, and my job is back on a good course. My mom is finally getting a break too. My stepdad has finally found a stable job so no more stress for my mom. Yes, I believe that this is all my mawmaw's doing. Maybe she told God that he needed to give us a BREAK! lol.. I hope all of this continues but on the down side, I do miss her. I have all these good things going on in my life.. but I don't have her there to listen to me gloat about it all or to tell me, "well I'm so proud of you boo-boo". Just thinking about never being able to speak to her again makes me tear up. Her memorial is Saturday and I am gonna say a speech and play a song dedicated to her. Hopefully I won't break down and cry =*(.